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xianneng, 20 31 JAN 91 part of United Family Organisation (aka FG) i like pink, white and grey. boring/crazy guy,depending on who i hang out with
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Tuesday, August 30, 2011
CHANGE you would probably see quotes like.. "change is constant, nothing stays the same" or things like that. I would say that is true. BECAUSE.. i am Packing my room, and i will update more often next time. (i always say i will but ended up otherwise) Sorry friends, i will be hibernate for a month or two. There are many reasons to it, i will join u all back in few months time, unless there is something very important going on.
Sunday, July 17, 2011
trying out the suggestion/its something what i used to do Don't know where to start from but either way, i feel like just rot in my bed, especially when i am sick, 3rd day already and i am still having diarrhea this morning. I don't want to do anything today, i don't feel like touching my phone today. Just pretty upset again, i am an useless guy, i am not rich, nor i am capable of giving anything. Even the most basic thing, such as happiness, i am not able to. sometimes i thought, so what if i am a NUS chem eng student in 2 years time? it would probably mean nothing. No doubt i am happy. But i am sad, it is that contradictory. As much as i want to hold on, there are still moments i feel like letting go, given my character. I always expect results which are close to perfection, but on the way, once i realised things are not going my way, i will have the tendency to give up. Not gonna say more, probably just play games for the whole day.
Sunday, July 10, 2011
So long Its been so long since i last blogged! I am super busy! Busy with an old game, busy going out with friends, busy at work (have to OT sometimes, not very long tho). I look noob without all those fanciful equipments but i kill all those PRO looking characters!  will update soon whenever i can, but i think only a few people are reading alr. but i scared i will forget about things one day, and its nice to have a place to look tru all the past event and reminisce. and with twitter, i am totally neglecting this blog!
Monday, May 16, 2011
rest in peace There are so many things i wanna blog about but not gonna do it today. I know you probably wont see this, but a short msg for you? Shocking to know the news. i hope you have found ur release if that's what ure looking for. I remenbered how we started talking and so on, tho its been so so long since i last talked to you online. i hope you will be happier at the faraway land. rest in peace.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Starting to miss my hair I said i like my botak hair style, but the thing is that without hair, its difficult to wear clothes, nice clothes look suck on me, especially collared ones. without hair, i look alot skinnier too. This was after bleaching which i tot it looks ok but a little too beng and i wont dare to go outiwth this colour. or rather, not don dare, but too too striking already. HAHA!  This was first day after i dyed look a little blueish grey, i like it alot! HAHAHAHA  then it started to fad and more and more blue shade is gone and blonde base start coming out which explains the gry and a little yellowish shade. THE DAY BEFORE I SHAVED!  On the day i shave my hair, i was closing my eye so tightly as i am afraid i will look freaking ugly without hair, and i didint realise the barber was doing something funny. he did this. the conversation went like this "actually i am rahter scared of opening my eyes" "its nice you should see it!" and ta da~  And of cuz, which such an hairstyle of cuz must pose with a xialan face. "WANNA FIGHT AH?"  ok la, i got things i wanna update with initially, but think of it again, i guess i don't wanna say much also. i have faith in us. =)
Saturday, April 09, 2011
It's Saturday!!! OMG! ITS FINALLY SATURDAY!! i love weekends! But the bad thing is, other than resting and rotting i still have not found something that i would be able to spend my time wisely and not just wasting them off. I realised, if i were to slack this 2 years off, that will be meaningless cuz 2 years of my lifespan is kind of just erased off if i dont do something meaningful. This morning, i was thinking about the future again. Planning what to do, and in the future, how i want my life to be. I am pretty determined that i will want to lead a good life. Being able to provide my wife & my family what they want, out of the proverty circle. Probably, its too serious to have used that word, but oh well.. my family is not well off, slightly closer to those that may have difficulties on daily necessities, though not yet. I want my children to have a good life, it's ok if my wife and my children are a little spoilt, just make sure that they are still have values and manners then i think thats perfectly ok. =P I think i am thinking so so far. something that will only happen at least 8-10 years later from now. HEHE! Anyway i will end off the post with this photo. This is an evidence of my chinese standard dropping. I forgot how to write iron in chinese, therefore, drawing a iron that is damn fail. I don't know, some may even think that it's a shoe? LOL!  Thanks Mom! =D
Friday, April 08, 2011
trust its all about trust. i gave it all, and i just hope i am not stupid for doing so.
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